You can read them here: Part I and Part II
I finally decided I would take a shot at it, what did I have to lose? I desperately tried to find this soul that they spoke about. I didn’t know how to go about it at first and it was really hard work but I kept at it, because the alternative was rather dismal. I started meditating and writing in a gratitude journal daily. Huh, that was hard! What the hell did I have to be grateful for? I started monitoring my thoughts and forced myself to replace the negative, ugly thoughts with good and positive ones. I started spending time in nature, just sitting and reveling in its beauty. I played soothing beautiful music; I sat in silence and just listened. And soon, very soon, my world around me began to change. I felt more at peace. I wasn’t as angry as I once was. The black cloud began to lift and I felt happier. Hmmmm, maybe there was something to this.
One day while sitting in the silence I heard a voice say loud and clear! Your happiness is inside of you! WOW! Really? Who the heck is this talking to me?
Through all of this soul searching I had many aha moments but the biggest one that came to me was that I LIVE in a physical body, I HAVE an intellect (mind), but I AM a spiritual being. My soul is my spirit, and when I took the time to nurture it, listen to it, understand it, and not be afraid of it, my whole life changed!
To be continued….
May you find your soul,